Sometimes......

Sometimes I wish

I had the courage to just blurt out "I love you" and not worry you'd laugh, or call me foolish, or ask "What do you want now!"

And sometimes I wish

I could tell you how afraid I am of getting older, becoming sick, maybe losing my job...or the love and respect of our children.

And sometimes I wish

I could share with you my dreams...dreams I have for myself, for us, for our future; and then listen to your dreams and hopes...like we did before we were married.

And sometimes I wish

I could speak of my frustrations and disillusionments not in the `blaming' way I sometimes do now, but in such a way that you would be able to understand me better.

And not sometimes, but always

Our relationship changes — each day — each hour, because it is impossible to remain the same.

Are we growing closer? or farther apart?

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